i've fallen for you.

My feelings

Saturday, July 29, 2006
11:48 PM

seriouslyseriously boring day.
what happened too al my friends!
i got so few smses today.:(
forgotten and replaced

i did work today.
hahaha
did lit. finished MOV! yea!
it was so boring. i had opportunities to go out so many times
but i denied cos i thought that i wanted someone else to invite me.
ohwell
didnt go for tennis.
didnt go for training.
didnt go for aad.
partly was moms fault too.
haha cos she didnt want me to go out.
and made me do work work at home.
then after work.
when mom had to go for a dinner.
she brought me along and dropped me off at borders.
cos she knew i was going to use the com when she went out.
and how right she was:D

anyway had such a boring time in borders.
expected la. all u see are books books books.
didnt bring my phone too.
so had to rely on coincidentally meeting my mom there after she ended.
crapp

so tmr going with rafael to the muslim home with his church to do cip.
haha i dunno i have a concience that i need to help people
rather than always on my own stuff.:D
i need more mann boobies.
mine are still small:(
i need a v-shape chest
hahahah
i must say kai's one is NOT BAD.
better than mine.
hahah but my arms.:D:D
the attraction of the lot. hahah

played a few games of wc
and now when i talk on msn
im told to shutup:@
hahahahaha
well... not in a mean way la.
hahah

alrighteythen.
im supposed to go back to do more work.
on maths. ahahah graphs sucks man
so time consuming
and its like gonna be useless in life when you're working.
i think i shall try to surprise my friend.
and see if i get the same kind of satisfaction that i used to get
surprising other friends.
i doubt so.hahah
dreyers ice cream.yhmmmmmum
i wish i could have shared it.
i wish i was called back to go in.
well lets try it with hagen daz this time. maybe it wouldnt hurt so much
hahaha

how i wish i could have some warmth that i used to have
and am lacking now.
how i wish i could have another confidante.
to replace the one i had.
ohwell. seems so wierd.
im becoming more of a computer addict now.
i haven been going out too!:O
noone to go out with.

okae. moms out. she'll start nagging all over againnn
and i'll have noone to complain to. noone to shoulder the nagging:D

nothin but a faded shadow.

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a week was all it took.